Symphony 323: 2018—2019

Pianist, Linz

Manager, Austria

Surgeon, Germany

2018—2019【wh323: Symphony 323】

The ‘language experiment’— Japanese dialogues within Mandarin narrative— inside the Book series is an intervention of【WH. Diary】: to freeze the true quality of “living with the unknown” in order to experience via reading.

Miguel Kertsman

Composer & Academic Director

Unlimited power comes from Untamed soul

2016—2019【Krems ╳ Symphony 323】

To transform the book concept into music— another language—the author studied her 2nd Master degree of 'Music for Applied Media' at Danube University Krems in Austria, under the guidance of course director and composer, Miguel Kertsman, with talented colleagues from different professions.

音楽と生きよう

“There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in.”—Anthem, Leonard Cohen

I read this quote on a report, talking about an independent bookstore, Jifeng (季風書園), was forced to close by Shanghai’s culturally conservative authorities. Because of the book taste on politics and philosophy, because of the growing censorship in China.

This issue reminded me of being alert, not only to the tough situation from outside (i.e, an era of paper-book/physical bookshop disappearing), but also to the paradoxical mentality of inside.

「有時候我昨天遇到一個人，感覺他非常有意思，印象深刻。但後來就再也碰不上了，人生就是這樣。」—王家衛

兩年半的歐洲生活，差不多都是這樣度過的。人的變動幅度大，不僅是遇到的人無可預測，自己內在的變化也常以鋪天蓋地的方式席捲而來—嚴苛現實往往會自動幫躊躇不決的你做決定。

去年九月在維也納準備【wh323:REVIVE】計畫時，其實蠻開心的 : 一來是發現自己正在實現當年沒能力完成的事，二來是感受到當年「初生之犢不畏虎」的能量—許多話，現在的我可能會磨鈍一點說甚至選擇沈默，但能毫無畏懼地說出口(還寫成書)，的確是青春靈魂被賦有的特權與使命—那種力氣依舊感染了八年後的我。

Day 59 後楽園。SHOBI College of Music

...人生不是只有念書這件事，世界這麼大，我想把它的樣子看得更清楚，不再只是透過書本上的照片，而是直接和它面對面、認識不同的人、甚至重新學習自己名字的唸法。..

Be real・誠實

When you become a ‘proper grownup’, it’s fairly easy to have self-censorship first then act or Not act—because the world is sophisticated and we're the ‘civilised people’ to make it function well. However, without a hammer to shape, the world will never change.

It’s a dynamic adventure to LOVE your passion from different angles—to know things you didn’t know before you love it, and to be challenged where is your limit for the so-called ‘LOVING’.

然而，在同時兼顧工作、課業與密集剪了十五支片子後，長期累積的心神焦慮終於讓身體爆發異狀，週一上課時Miguel直接付了計程車錢，要我趕快去醫院 ; 接著是急診，然後進出醫院三天，錯過了只有五天的課程。帶著未完全康復的傷疤週六再飛倫敦，因為約好的面試與實習兩天後正式展開。這就是所謂「嚴苛的現實」—不僅是外在條件的困難，更重要的是你的體能會漸漸下降，以前做得快的事現在做得慢了，當年無敵的衝勁轉化為深思熟慮的淡定—為了生存，你得取捨。

「當還有力氣堅持，就不要妥協」是我在製作復活連載企劃時最大的感觸，也是我想送給大家最後的message。因為努力不會白費，你的熱情不會背叛你。

Day 67 両国。商業日本語、House Keeping

…致歉時的最敬礼則是45度，記住要停頓兩秒、再抬頭。伊勢老師繼續說，許多人在工作上有出色的表現、卻遲遲沒辦法升遷的原因就在於：不懂得日本職場上的禮數。..

Hone ur craft・努力

Unlimited power comes from untamed soul. Do not forget your anger when you had in youth—that’s the last message from me, inspired by the post/production of ‘wh323:REVIVE’ project and 【WH. Diary】 Book series (2010–2018–).

當JPTIP團隊問我誰是【Working Holiday Japan】書系的目標讀者時，我這麼回答 :「給想要出發但仍在猶疑的人、給已經出發正在奮鬥的人、和給已經回來渴求在現實中實踐的人」。

其實最後一種，是我認為難度最高卻最被大家忽略的一群。所以接下來的WH. Diary會做點轉型 : 不再以連載部落格文章為主，相反地，我希望能跟你們分享「實踐初衷」的現在進行式，如何繼續在歐洲展開。

Day 214 // Le menu Choix Grand // 気遣い、土下げした男

...正準備到更衣室換制服的我，突然聽到一陣嚴厲的咆哮ー是工藤Chef的聲音！「申し訳ございませんー」..

Neverland・歸零自己

The ending is kissing the beginning. I’d like to make true actions more in real world. Hope you can find a corner under the sky where your anger & hunger could be gently treated.

Stay in ur Neverland
(at least sometimes).

說真的，這又是另一趟「砍掉重練」很徹底的歸零旅行，所以接下來得讓注意力更集中在製作與學習好的作品上面。

尋常裡有萬物，我希望能在真實世界裡，謙卑地作回自己喜歡的樣子。也希望你能擁有自己的角落，任自己誠實，對熱情無欺。

Day 76 西葛西。avex debut、大好き - i

...果然，在錄音室裡唱歌跟一般唱歌真的很不一樣，明明知道自己唱錯詞、走音了，也會逼迫自己立刻唱下去，沒有停下來懊悔或修正的時刻..

2017—2019【London ╳ Symphony 323】

During her studies, she's been working with several music companies in the creative publishing industry at central London. The score is finished in summer while she has been collaborating with photographers, poets, artists of varied genres. The music of Symphony323 would be open in early 2019.

Fionn. Han

story composer